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Sat, 16 Feb 2008 06:29:15 GMT

>>>> [url="http://www.soundclick.com/bands/page_songInfo.cfm?bandID=741487&songID=6273362"]Kissing You, oh my love~![/url] <<<<

racho singing in chipmunky voice. (:

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 21:24:25 GMT

This is after a few days of watching "Snowflower", all 16 episodes. z.z
And then I end up having a dream about my umma *no spoilers allowed* like in that drama.
KAkaakaka the only reason why I remember these dreams is this my second dream where this hpapened to my umma.
:D Though Kyuhyun was in my dreams as the Kibum to my Ara. Isn't that odd.
Anyway.
That's all.

well.

Sat, 19 Jan 2008 05:48:48 GMT

Today I had a bad day .

i mean. i'm actually crying while listening to KISSING YOU .
is that even POSSIBLE ? someone answer me this .

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 04:33:55 GMT

January 17

it's my birthday. oh joy.

obviously i'm not too thrilled.

Vin is sad right now, I've sprained my ankle, and I have to go to school for science tutorial sessions tomorrow.

Ghey. Ghey.

happy birthday to dear chan hee (mini yoochun) , hwanhee (fly to the sky), and kangin too.

and of COURSE my fi-butt xcandystripper ; she's my twin .

WOW, those dorky things called resolutions.

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 10:25:23 GMT

Hello and welcome to lee_eun_hee's list of absolutely generic 2008 resolutions.
I am so thankful for new years, because it's the only way I "quit" something.

Only two regarding LIVEJOURNAL :)
- Not lose contact with catnip1613 because there's something about her that makes me want to scream "I LOVE YOU!" at. And that hasn't happened to me in much. Too. Fucking. Long. What happened to the days when --(Sorry if this is very random!)
- Write a whole story for miracle______ and fucking FINISH IT!

Resolutions regarding me.
- Stop going online so much and do good so I can graduate with a 72.0% average to get into my University.
- Probably eat one meal a day, called lunch. :)
- Lose a lot and lot of weight so relatives can stop fucking ruining my life like they did today.
- Control my anger management, somehow...?
- Make my hair something I like. Stop idolizing people and going to extremes.
- Restudy my Korean and learn a new phrase each week -_-
- Learn how to rap. Well, I sort of already know how to 8D♥.. but since SINGING isn't working out for me, lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNGMIN-BEAR♥♥♥♥♥
HAPPY PINK DAY~!!!!♥♥♥♥♥

(well in 4 and a half hours, but I'm CLOSE KAY?)

Anyway, ONE AND A HALF YEARS UNTIL I'M MOVING OUT!

name: Rachel Lee
age: 16 (17)
birthdate: Kangin-day (January 17) 1991
height: Sunny-height (158cm)
weight: much too much!
hometown: verysunnyasia
passport nationality: Canada
ethnicity: joseonjok
likes about self: perfect pitch, critical thinking
dislikes about self: laziness, physical outlook, anger problems
likes: music, mathematics, singing, dancing
dislikes: my grandma's cooking, my dad's cooking, and my dad's side of the family, and the fact that i have no friends in real life.
my favourite thing in the whole world is: my pillow.

STAR FANDOM!
Favourite actor: Jae Hee
Favourite actress: Song Hye Kyo (beautiful)
Favourite girl singer: BoA
Favourite boy singer: Kyuhyun
Favourite rapper: Nicole Jung / G-dragon / Tablo
Favourite girlgroup: So Nyuh Shi Dae / Wonder Girls / KARA / CSJH
Favourite boygroup: Super Junior / Big Bang / DBSK
Favourite stars: Sohee, Ryeowook, Yehsung, Go Ara, G-dragon, YoonA
Favourite disbanded group: K.I.S.S

More dumb facts about me
Favourite color: Pink, white, black
Favourite addiction: makeup
Favourite thing to do: Sleep but I don't get enough of it
Myself in one word: contradition
Favourite song in the world: DBSK - One (korean)
Ring tone: Super Junior - Lovely Day
Favourite scent: Limited Edition Summer 2007 Anna Sui Dolly Girl Bonjour something something ..
Favourite makeup brand: M.A.C

Sat, 29 Dec 2007 07:05:00 GMT

I never ever knew how bad it was to drink, but I guess I do now.
I guess I finally understand why people do it -- to be cool.
(This is regarding people who drink around others -- socially)
You know -- it's cool until you get busted? :/
I mean seriously, that party was fucking bullshit.
I was around people I didn't know, it was boring until we started to drink.
I may have started off with a softcore lemonade thing that was VERY BLUE & only 10% in alcohol! I drank the whole bottle. x)
But then someone brought something called Everclear & gave it to me in a shotglass.
Yea. Hell. It was 95% alcohol %.
I mean. Oh my god.
I thought I was fine, but it kicked in immediately in 10 minutes.
And then it lasted for about an hour.
Then all this shit happened in the house...
Yea.I don't know.
It was bad.
Sorry I did it.

stupid mother T ^ T

Mon, 24 Dec 2007 06:30:21 GMT

gah i can't help but hate my mother for making my voice worsen so much
yes it's my fault, i'm the one who yells and screams and throws stuff ..
but she's the one who initiates it with all her fucking crap i have to deal with .
fucking shove her face down the garbage i said :D
around christmas time too! :D isn't that joyful?

but seriously, if i have to deal with one more second of her CRAP i'm gonna go fucking ballistic .

at least when my dad rants to me about shit in life and shit about me, he lets me shut up
( because when i say something back, he goes crazy . and not in a good way . he'll like stop the car and turn back to me and slap me somehow o_O )

whereas my MOTHER, will go, "why arent you talking"
so i talk back and SHE goes fucking ballistic when she FORCES me to talk to her that fucking retard = _ = ;;;

what the hell do u do with retards like that ughhh
my hands hurt from slamming down on stuff and throwing stuff, i think i need anger management but there's no other way to get my fucking POINT ACROSS BECAUSE SHE doesn't get it .
my voice isn't worth sacrificing .

yea mommy its okay to call me fat
when i buy sweets for myself
because you wont buy them for me .
thats why i buy them myself, hide them in my room, because YOU WONT LET ME EAT THEMMM.
EVEN WHEN I LEAVE THEM OUT THERE ON MY TABLE, AND YOU SEE THEM, WHY DO YOU GO CRAZY?
WHY DONT YOU JUST LET ME EAT MY SWEETS IN SILENCE.

what the shit do i do with you ! -______________-;
i want to kill you, not myself, because i think my life is worth more.

but i guess i'll just make you suffer
then you rant to your FRIENDS, and your FAMILY, and then THEY attack ME .
thats great.
same with my shitless grandma who spreads shit about me everywhere
this family should burn in hell . - - ;;

i`ll get surgery, change my name, and escape them physically
but of course i`ll never have self-worth because of my past lol
better start working & saving up now ..

i`ve been getting more violent in the past year or so .
not being any nicer to my parents , i get angry everyday
because they nag at me everyday
what the hell then, fucking throw everything i own out the window - - ;;
i dont give a shit .
and i cant "clean" the living room anyway
your husband`s mom is always THERE , WATCHING TELEVISION FROM MORNING TILL NIGHT .
HOLY SHIT MAN , WHY AM I NOT DOING PIANO RIGHT ? BECAUSE I HAVE NO TIME TO FUCKING PRACTICE BECAUSE OUR HOUSE IS SO FUCKING SMALL AND YOU PUT THE PIANO WHERE THE TV IS .

i dont GIVE A SHIT , its a waste of my time .
everything is.

i hate you guys T ^ T ;;
i`m always so fucking depressed and i`ve lost so many of my sentimental goods cos of my anger management and i've been like this since i was little just because they were abusive since i was young, but now they're just verbally abusive ;-;

i cant believe i have parents who live by "the more we hurt you the more we love you"
its not fair.

i think i've lost all emotions
i never cry anymore unless its when i feel sorry for myself lol
and thats a stupid feeling

^ D ^ why am i such a baby
i should suck it up and get used to it after 12 years of abuse .
yes there was a point in my life where i didnt deal with shit like this .

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 22:26:21 GMT

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I'm sorry guys for being so lazy lately! D:
I'm not on LJ that much anymore.
Poke me.

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 07:56:22 GMT

You know I have no life when I spend all my time (almost 2 hours) on This Soompi thread.

It's not that I didn't already have the thread, I just wanted to make it prettier. =(

The original thread was made on Sep 27 2007..
And I remade it December 01, 2007.

Mmm, I feel happy. n___n
It's so much cleaner now. ♥

P.S.
SINGING IN THE RAIN FORUM

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 18:50:21 GMT

Looks are so important ;o; ♥
But I can't figure out what to do with myself u___u
I must transform myself before SPRING/SUMMER or two years.

- Spring : GOING TO FLORIDA 8'D
I'll probably get tanned during this time, so I'm superfuckingparanoid. I hate tan. Tans. Eeeeeeeeew. White skin = my goodness.

- SUMMER : My asia trip, y/y? Want me to get you something? Sure!
I'll be in the following places :
Singapore , Malaysia , (NOCHINAWRY!?), Hong Kong, ~~Vietnam~~, South Korea

- TWO YRS FROM NOW : Korea after that. C:

♥ I always break up w/ ppl before giving them a chance to start.
What a jerk I am.

Whatever.

ear bang bang !!

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 00:32:55 GMT

I'm going to get more ear piercings!
Since my left ear is already so messed up LOL.
SCARRED 3 TIMES.
AND PIERCED 3 TIMES.
I'm so lucky.

♥

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 01:06:41 GMT

So Hee is sooo cute ;o;

& SO MANY GORGEOUS BOYS @ UNI * OOOOO *

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhaaha..
Going to OVERSEAS in two years for Uni T_T;
Going to my local uni first :D

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 03:14:59 GMT

^ o ^
i luv Jae Hee ♥

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 03:02:14 GMT

Tila Nguyen fascinates me.
A lot.

Hair!

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 01:29:43 GMT

I've decided to do my hair like :

lovely SooYoung for the time being !

Instead of studying, I worked on that banner for AMBN forums...

THIS is genuinely creepy.
"How to look like an uhljjang" -___-;;

But omg, gotta study for my social and chemistry exams. *sigh* TT__TT